well, i m back from brunei

even though i managed to pass this course pretty alright
things just don't feel good at the moment

steven, a buddy of mine, passed away in a freak bike accident last monday
this piece of news really shocked all of us who were in brunei
it was hard to focus on the job in hand, especially it was only the 2nd day of our course, but i thank God for the friends around

somehow it's a much dreaded feeling to be back
yet at the same time, it feels good too
such mixed emotions

there's a huge load of matters to attend to
where can i start from?

it also feels wierd when typing with my left index finger
i accidentally chopped/sliced a piece of my fingernail along with the flesh with my parang while chopping some wood
it's been a long time since i saw my own blood drip like raindrops falling off a rooftop

oh man, back to the point...
there's a huge load of matters to attend to
where can i start from?

arg, there's NDP on sat...


overwhelmed
again


damn it


tmr,
i shall take a walk outside