what a stupid arse i am
i bought 12-string strings for my 6-string guitar
of cos, not usable
thus, i just cleaned my guitar and that's that

it feels like:
stripping naked
and then realising that u can't fit into any of the clothes
the next best thing to do is shower/bathe/spa/

void of my only pleasure of now
thank God i still have my classical one beside me