it's crazy how much stuff to handle this christmas season

christmas at informatics
wedding stuffs (both sier's and my cousin's)
watch night service
main service

i find myself staring into space or just randomly surfing the net in the office these couple of days
even though i know i have to manage so many things

simply
need to take my mind off things,
to perform better

i can't wait till next weekend is over
i've got papers on my desk i really want to shred